When I started this blog in Aug 2012 I had so much stuff in my head that needed to be aired and shared. And I had grand plans of writing a post every week. I certainly have enough in my head for a weekly post.
But life with CFS gets in the way.
I find writing about my experiences with CFS very theraputic.  Once I have written and published something on my blog, its as if some of the upset and/or anger the issue has caused me over the years reduces. Evaporates even in some cases. And this is very healthy.
But I have been struggling a lot recently, and managing to do very little – other than work. I have to do this (as work for myself) but am doing it poorly. And very slowly. And often feel like am getting nowhere.
It seems like my life is just :
work – exhausted/CFS worse – rest – recover a bit. Then start all over again.
But I know I’ve moaned about this before !
But there really isn’t much else going on. I counted back today – the last time I had enough energy left over to get out the house was 18 days ago. And this was just to the postbox at end of the street.
This wasn’t meant to be another post moaning about it though. More to explain why my posts have been few and far between,  ie. No energy . . . . !  The same reason for not being able to do most things I’d like to.
However, I am going to try to post much more often.  I mean, it doesn’t really matter if the items are shorter and not well written – does it ? Its just a blog after all.
But hope you will all keep reading anyway ?
PS.  I really appreciate any comments that people have gone to the trouble of leaving – seriously. And I apologise for probably not responding to them. Again, its the sheer lack of energy thats to blame. Not lack of appreciation or interest.

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